I asked my son the other night if he believed there is only ONE Truth about each thing in this world? At first he said he wasn't sure and then he said he thought there probably was only one Truth.
It then occurred to me that this question was kind of profound although I didn't realize it at the time.
So I wondered about it myself. Do I believe there is only one Truth in regard to everything? I thought about it quite a bit and then decided that-- I think I do!
As amazing at it may seem, I think there must be only ONE TRUTH in regard to everything on this earth!!!!!
Have you ever thought about that? I never had until I started on this journey seeking Truth.
Let me ask you: what would the alternative be?
IF there is NOT just ONE Truth in every situation, every writing, and every belief in this world, would that mean there are many truths regarding each one?
How could there be many truths about one thing?
There can be many opinions and thoughts but all of those are based on what each person believes to be TRUE!
How could each person be right when they believe very different things?
If you take this to its logical conclusion, I think you would have to agree that there must be only ONE TRUTH in every single facet of life!
And IF that is True, then how could there be so many different opinions and thoughts and beliefs in the world? And each one believes they are right?
That has never been more evident than NOW in watching this election!!!! There are a lot of people who think they have found the truth in a certain candidate and they will not even consider the possibility that they are wrong.
Of course, not any one candidate has ALL the truth but one of them has to have more than the other, right? Does that mean that one of the candidates is definitely the right one?
People are willing to die for what they believe to be true. I admire their passion, but passion does not equal Truth! We can be passionate about something that is false.
That is the reason it is so important that you know what you believe and KNOW that it is TRUE! Otherwise, you are living your life based on a lie. That is not a good way to live!
Is it possible to know THE TRUTH about each and every thing? I believe it is. That's why I'm doing this search.
So what have I come to believe is THE TRUTH? Let me tell you by saying this:
The world is in chaos and I would propose that if everyone REALLY did follow the ONE I believe has the TRUTH--all the TRUTH--that the world would be in order. That there would be no collapse of the economy because there would be no greed. That there would be no hunger because we would share. There would be no extermination of people in Darfur because they would be loved--not hated. There would be no loneliness because we would care. There would be no orphans, or homeless, or poor because we would take care of them because we would see them as our own.
And there would be no need to spend millions of dollars on campaigns to pick a leader because those with the gift of leadership would naturally lead. And others would follow and they would contribute to this world with their gifts--through giving, teaching, art, music, healing or whatever has been given them. Leadership would not be about power and showing how horrible the other candidate is. It would be about caring about other people and doing what is in their best interest.
There would be peace in this world. There would be no war in Iraq and no country would feel the need to take over another. They would all exist respecting each other because they would all follow what is TRUE!
It kind of sounds like heaven, doesn't it? I believe that is what TRUTH would look like on this earth--Heaven.
I would love to know what you think about this. Sometimes we need others to help us see what is True. We can all be deceived at times. We can help each other if we care enough to try. I believe we can arrive at the TRUTH together.
TRUTH awaits us. We just have to find it and embrace it.
carolrtexas2@aol.com
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
What is theTruth Now?
The TRUTH is that there is nothing in this world that we can hold onto! There is absolutely nothing we can trust in on this earth!!!!!! NOTHING!!!!
That is pretty obvious economically since the stock market just dropped 777 points (the most in history!)
We hold tightly to this world thinking that somehow it will stay together if we keep a tight enough grip.
I still try to hold onto things here. We all do. It's in our nature to hang onto what matters to us whether that might be people or things or our own beliefs.
What we believe is what can get us through all of this. Our beliefs should be able to withstand any trial or question that confronts them. Our beliefs should be our foundation of who we are. Our beliefs are our greatest treasure!
We should be open to questioning them and examining them often. We should be willing to look at them objectively. We should know what we believe and those beliefs should be based on TRUTH--- not on what we WANT to be true.
Truth will remain truth no matter what happens on this earth. It will remain when everything else leaves. SO, be sure you have IT. Search for IT if you don't.
You won't find it in the midst of all our human wisdom.There are bits and pieces here and there but no one here has found it ALL. Look around if you don't believe that. Even if we elect the right person to be President and even if we have found the Party that we think will solve all the ills of the United States, we will be disappointed. They may have more answers than the other Party but neither has it all.
Maybe you have noticed that the world seems to be unraveling. It is not as secure as we once thought. The weather is warming up-- according to some. The water is rising and the polar ice caps are melting. There are a lot of people who want to kill us and destroy our wealth and way of life.
It seems to me, as I watch the news, that just about everything could be swept away right from under us. That's not a pleasant thought!
My point is--there is nothing in this world that you can put your hope into. It is going to end and we never know when.That can be pretty depressing if you don't have any hope of something better.
But I do. That's the point of all the blogs I have written.
The TRUTH is: There is hope! There is something beyond all of this chaos. There is something beyond this life. (if you read any of my previous blogs then you read about that).
We are not only physical beings but spiritual ones. And we didn't evolve into spiritual beings after the Big Bang. (If anyone can explain how the spiritual entered into the primordial soup--I would love to hear it!) We were created spiritual beings by a Spiritual Being. There is really no other explanation that makes sense. If you have one, I honestly am open to hearing it.
I am a Seeker of the Truth~
So if it is really TRUE that there is a GOD WHO made all of this and created us to have a relationship with HIM, don't you think it might be a good idea to start having one? Don't you think it might be wise to trust HIM? Wouldn't you rather trust in a BEING WHO says HE loves you instead of these politicians and economic geniuses who think they know what's best for you? I personally don't think any of them have a clue!
And I have a feeling that very soon, there will be a whole lot more people crying out to The God they usually ignore, because everything they have trusted in might be falling to pieces.
Would love to hear from you: carolrtexas2@aol.com
That is pretty obvious economically since the stock market just dropped 777 points (the most in history!)
We hold tightly to this world thinking that somehow it will stay together if we keep a tight enough grip.
I still try to hold onto things here. We all do. It's in our nature to hang onto what matters to us whether that might be people or things or our own beliefs.
What we believe is what can get us through all of this. Our beliefs should be able to withstand any trial or question that confronts them. Our beliefs should be our foundation of who we are. Our beliefs are our greatest treasure!
We should be open to questioning them and examining them often. We should be willing to look at them objectively. We should know what we believe and those beliefs should be based on TRUTH--- not on what we WANT to be true.
Truth will remain truth no matter what happens on this earth. It will remain when everything else leaves. SO, be sure you have IT. Search for IT if you don't.
You won't find it in the midst of all our human wisdom.There are bits and pieces here and there but no one here has found it ALL. Look around if you don't believe that. Even if we elect the right person to be President and even if we have found the Party that we think will solve all the ills of the United States, we will be disappointed. They may have more answers than the other Party but neither has it all.
Maybe you have noticed that the world seems to be unraveling. It is not as secure as we once thought. The weather is warming up-- according to some. The water is rising and the polar ice caps are melting. There are a lot of people who want to kill us and destroy our wealth and way of life.
It seems to me, as I watch the news, that just about everything could be swept away right from under us. That's not a pleasant thought!
My point is--there is nothing in this world that you can put your hope into. It is going to end and we never know when.That can be pretty depressing if you don't have any hope of something better.
But I do. That's the point of all the blogs I have written.
The TRUTH is: There is hope! There is something beyond all of this chaos. There is something beyond this life. (if you read any of my previous blogs then you read about that).
We are not only physical beings but spiritual ones. And we didn't evolve into spiritual beings after the Big Bang. (If anyone can explain how the spiritual entered into the primordial soup--I would love to hear it!) We were created spiritual beings by a Spiritual Being. There is really no other explanation that makes sense. If you have one, I honestly am open to hearing it.
I am a Seeker of the Truth~
So if it is really TRUE that there is a GOD WHO made all of this and created us to have a relationship with HIM, don't you think it might be a good idea to start having one? Don't you think it might be wise to trust HIM? Wouldn't you rather trust in a BEING WHO says HE loves you instead of these politicians and economic geniuses who think they know what's best for you? I personally don't think any of them have a clue!
And I have a feeling that very soon, there will be a whole lot more people crying out to The God they usually ignore, because everything they have trusted in might be falling to pieces.
Would love to hear from you: carolrtexas2@aol.com
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Scientists are Searching for the Truth
The news yesterday (September 10th, 2008) said that some scientists in another part of the world are building the largest and most expensive science experiment ever! It's called the Large Hadron Collider, also known as the Huge Particle Smashing machine, and the purpose of it is to try and recreate the Big Bang!
They want to simulate the gases and particles and such that produced the big explosion back in the day--15 million years ago--give or take a million.
They are hoping this experiment will answer a lot of unanswered questions. They are seekers of the Truth! I admire people who are willing to look for answers even if it costs billions of dollars to do it!
I do think it's interesting that the article said they want to "recreate" the conditions that they assume were in place back then. It was an interesting way to put it. In order for something to be "recreated" it has to be CREATED first, does it not?
So some questions formed in my mind as I thought about that. I actually woke up this morning thinking about it!
One of the first questions that I thought of was:
Where did the gases and particles come from that created this Big Bang?
I have always wondered about that when the scientists talk about the beginning of our universe.
And where did the surroundings of the universe come from???
There had to be a space where the explosion occurred, if I'm not mistaken?
How did that already exist?
Another question I have is, how did two amoebas form from that blast? I guess you would need two, right, in order for them to multiply?
Or, I guess you would need only one if that particular amoeba is unisexed....?
I think, like Obama, this is above my pay grade so I'll stop talking about something I know nothing about!
I am blown away by things like this experiment! Did you know that there are people who are actually afraid that this might create black holes that will suck the earth in?! Amazing! Frightening....but amazing!
The scientists do think there is actually a possibility that it might create little black holes but pooh pooed the idea of the earth being sucked into one! Not reassuring, in my opinion.
But what if the little black hole just sucks in a person or a house or a little dog? Could that happen?
The little black hole thing is a little scary if you ask me.
A lot to think about. I can't wait to hear about what they discover!
If you want to read more about this very unusual experiment, one of the links is: Click here: CERN - The Large Hadron Collider
And I would love to know how you think the universe began.
email me at: carolrtexas2@aol.com
They want to simulate the gases and particles and such that produced the big explosion back in the day--15 million years ago--give or take a million.
They are hoping this experiment will answer a lot of unanswered questions. They are seekers of the Truth! I admire people who are willing to look for answers even if it costs billions of dollars to do it!
I do think it's interesting that the article said they want to "recreate" the conditions that they assume were in place back then. It was an interesting way to put it. In order for something to be "recreated" it has to be CREATED first, does it not?
So some questions formed in my mind as I thought about that. I actually woke up this morning thinking about it!
One of the first questions that I thought of was:
Where did the gases and particles come from that created this Big Bang?
I have always wondered about that when the scientists talk about the beginning of our universe.
And where did the surroundings of the universe come from???
There had to be a space where the explosion occurred, if I'm not mistaken?
How did that already exist?
Another question I have is, how did two amoebas form from that blast? I guess you would need two, right, in order for them to multiply?
Or, I guess you would need only one if that particular amoeba is unisexed....?
I think, like Obama, this is above my pay grade so I'll stop talking about something I know nothing about!
I am blown away by things like this experiment! Did you know that there are people who are actually afraid that this might create black holes that will suck the earth in?! Amazing! Frightening....but amazing!
The scientists do think there is actually a possibility that it might create little black holes but pooh pooed the idea of the earth being sucked into one! Not reassuring, in my opinion.
But what if the little black hole just sucks in a person or a house or a little dog? Could that happen?
The little black hole thing is a little scary if you ask me.
A lot to think about. I can't wait to hear about what they discover!
If you want to read more about this very unusual experiment, one of the links is: Click here: CERN - The Large Hadron Collider
And I would love to know how you think the universe began.
email me at: carolrtexas2@aol.com
Friday, September 5, 2008
I'm Dying
Hopefully not any time soon! But, as you know, I'm on this quest for Truth and that is one of the more unfortunate truths--I am going to die. And... so are you.
I think most of us do anything to NOT think about that fact. We distract ourselves with whatever works in a desperate attempt to avoid the inevitable truth--- we are all going to die. But the fact is, it's coming for us whether we are ready or not.
I believe we would be better off to just face it head on and quit pretending it's not going to happen. If we kept it before us (in a healthy way), it might just enrich our lives and give us the perspective we need to make the most of our time.
Many years ago, I was in a terrible car wreck. I was living in Bryan/College Station going to school at Texas A & M. I went with some friends to Austin and on the way home, we had a one car accident . The girl in the back seat, Lorena, died soon after. I didn't know her very well but she was a very kind, young woman. She had a love for God and others. She had just gotten engaged AND-- she had just entered her twenties.
As an ambulance (that just happened to be coming down the road) whisked us back to Austin, life became crystal clear. EVERYTHING was suddenly put into perspective for me. I knew at that moment what was really important and what was not. It didn't take long though for life to shroud that clarity. And, as I lost my perspective, I lost my way and became very depressed.
I was reeling from that tragedy as were many others. I could not figure out why it was her and not me? For months, I felt guilty that I was alive and she wasn't. I did everything I could to kill the pain.
It didn't work.
The only thing that really helped me during that time was, strangely enough, a dream I had. Like I said before I didn't know Lorena that well, but because I was in the wreck with her, she came to visit me one night in a dream. It was as real to me then as this blog is to me now.
She came back to tell me that she was FINE! She was glowing-- literally! She kept saying, "There is so much love here! I can't describe it!" She seemed to be in a place of such unimaginable love that apparently it was indescribable. She was very happy!
I was, too, after I woke up! I still remember the joy I felt after waking from that dream. I have never experienced anything like it again. Several other people she knew had a similar dream but we didn't realize that until later. Now how do you explain something like that?
I also knew of a man back then, who was very sick and he was in the hospital. He was "deathly" afraid of dying. And then his fear came true and he did die--but they were able to revive him. He returned a different man! He had an experience while he was dead that caused him to no longer be afraid of dying! He was very happy even though he was still in the hospital and still facing death! He was a changed man!
Now I realize that these experiences do not necessarily constitute TRUTH. There is no way I can prove that the dream was real or that the man really had a happy experience while he was dead. All I know for sure is, that I had a dream and it changed my perspective! It helped me to realize that life is a gift and I needed to quit wasting it feeling guilty. And it made me realize, too, that just possibly, death is a gift that we should not fear! It might just be a better place than we ever imagined. It might even be better than the life we know so well here!
We have all heard of those who died and were revived and they experienced something like this, too. Were they imagining it? Perhaps, but some were able to tell the doctors and nurses things they saw them doing and things they said as they hovered above their own body! I don't think that is imagination.
And there are a few I have heard of who died and did not have such a great experience. They went to a place of darkness and it was not a place they wanted to stay. That is not comforting but apparently a true experience for some.
Sometimes Truth comes to us through experience. Sometimes it comes as a revelation and sometimes it comes as a fact.
Death is a truth we know for a Fact. It is not our favorite fact but still looms over us, nevertheless. There is no way to escape it. Some may think that people created an afterlife to cushion the pain of death and the thought of losing someone we love forever. And let me assure you, it certainly does help since I have lost a good part of my family to death. I do believe I will see them again!
But I think there is evidence that supports that belief and it's not just wishful thinking.
It comes from those who have experienced it and have been able to come back and tell us about it. Think about it-- we are quick to believe people when they return from a trip and they see something amazing! We don't question their experience. So why do we do it when people return from death?
And if we believe the Bible is true, IT states that there is life after death. And there are other religions who also embrace an afterlife experience. I guess we won't know for sure until we get there. But I'm betting my life that there is "something" beyond what we know here. And I am believing it is called Heaven.
If you have not seen the movie, "The Lord of the Rings", I would strongly suggest you do. There are three different movies in the series and in the one called, "The Return of the King", there is a scene that explains death in such a beautiful way.
In the scene, there is an intense battle raging and one of the characters in the story, named Pippen (not sure if that is the right spelling), is lamenting that his death is near. The battle is not going well and the enemy is about to knock down the gate. Pippen is waiting for the inevitable outcome with his wise friend, Gandalf, who has been to death and back.
Pippen is looking at Gandalf and says, " I didn't think it would end this way."
Gandalf replies, "End? No... No, the journey doesn't end here. Death is just another path. One that we all must take.... The gray rain curtain of this world rolls back and all turns to silver glass......Then you see it."
Gandalf pauses and has a far away look in his eyes. Pippen prods him to continue and hopes he is quick since the enemy has now breached their army's defense.
Gandalf continues: "White shores.... and beyond. A far green country under a swift sunrise."
Pippen smiles and says, "Well....that isn't so bad."
Gandalf smiles back: "No... No it isn't."
It's really more beautiful to hear than to read so I hope you will get a chance to see it. But more importantly, I hope you and I are ready for those shores when they come. And that we live our lives to the full in the meantime.
Any thoughts or comments? Please email Carol at carolrtexas2@aol.com
I think most of us do anything to NOT think about that fact. We distract ourselves with whatever works in a desperate attempt to avoid the inevitable truth--- we are all going to die. But the fact is, it's coming for us whether we are ready or not.
I believe we would be better off to just face it head on and quit pretending it's not going to happen. If we kept it before us (in a healthy way), it might just enrich our lives and give us the perspective we need to make the most of our time.
Many years ago, I was in a terrible car wreck. I was living in Bryan/College Station going to school at Texas A & M. I went with some friends to Austin and on the way home, we had a one car accident . The girl in the back seat, Lorena, died soon after. I didn't know her very well but she was a very kind, young woman. She had a love for God and others. She had just gotten engaged AND-- she had just entered her twenties.
As an ambulance (that just happened to be coming down the road) whisked us back to Austin, life became crystal clear. EVERYTHING was suddenly put into perspective for me. I knew at that moment what was really important and what was not. It didn't take long though for life to shroud that clarity. And, as I lost my perspective, I lost my way and became very depressed.
I was reeling from that tragedy as were many others. I could not figure out why it was her and not me? For months, I felt guilty that I was alive and she wasn't. I did everything I could to kill the pain.
It didn't work.
The only thing that really helped me during that time was, strangely enough, a dream I had. Like I said before I didn't know Lorena that well, but because I was in the wreck with her, she came to visit me one night in a dream. It was as real to me then as this blog is to me now.
She came back to tell me that she was FINE! She was glowing-- literally! She kept saying, "There is so much love here! I can't describe it!" She seemed to be in a place of such unimaginable love that apparently it was indescribable. She was very happy!
I was, too, after I woke up! I still remember the joy I felt after waking from that dream. I have never experienced anything like it again. Several other people she knew had a similar dream but we didn't realize that until later. Now how do you explain something like that?
I also knew of a man back then, who was very sick and he was in the hospital. He was "deathly" afraid of dying. And then his fear came true and he did die--but they were able to revive him. He returned a different man! He had an experience while he was dead that caused him to no longer be afraid of dying! He was very happy even though he was still in the hospital and still facing death! He was a changed man!
Now I realize that these experiences do not necessarily constitute TRUTH. There is no way I can prove that the dream was real or that the man really had a happy experience while he was dead. All I know for sure is, that I had a dream and it changed my perspective! It helped me to realize that life is a gift and I needed to quit wasting it feeling guilty. And it made me realize, too, that just possibly, death is a gift that we should not fear! It might just be a better place than we ever imagined. It might even be better than the life we know so well here!
We have all heard of those who died and were revived and they experienced something like this, too. Were they imagining it? Perhaps, but some were able to tell the doctors and nurses things they saw them doing and things they said as they hovered above their own body! I don't think that is imagination.
And there are a few I have heard of who died and did not have such a great experience. They went to a place of darkness and it was not a place they wanted to stay. That is not comforting but apparently a true experience for some.
Sometimes Truth comes to us through experience. Sometimes it comes as a revelation and sometimes it comes as a fact.
Death is a truth we know for a Fact. It is not our favorite fact but still looms over us, nevertheless. There is no way to escape it. Some may think that people created an afterlife to cushion the pain of death and the thought of losing someone we love forever. And let me assure you, it certainly does help since I have lost a good part of my family to death. I do believe I will see them again!
But I think there is evidence that supports that belief and it's not just wishful thinking.
It comes from those who have experienced it and have been able to come back and tell us about it. Think about it-- we are quick to believe people when they return from a trip and they see something amazing! We don't question their experience. So why do we do it when people return from death?
And if we believe the Bible is true, IT states that there is life after death. And there are other religions who also embrace an afterlife experience. I guess we won't know for sure until we get there. But I'm betting my life that there is "something" beyond what we know here. And I am believing it is called Heaven.
If you have not seen the movie, "The Lord of the Rings", I would strongly suggest you do. There are three different movies in the series and in the one called, "The Return of the King", there is a scene that explains death in such a beautiful way.
In the scene, there is an intense battle raging and one of the characters in the story, named Pippen (not sure if that is the right spelling), is lamenting that his death is near. The battle is not going well and the enemy is about to knock down the gate. Pippen is waiting for the inevitable outcome with his wise friend, Gandalf, who has been to death and back.
Pippen is looking at Gandalf and says, " I didn't think it would end this way."
Gandalf replies, "End? No... No, the journey doesn't end here. Death is just another path. One that we all must take.... The gray rain curtain of this world rolls back and all turns to silver glass......Then you see it."
Gandalf pauses and has a far away look in his eyes. Pippen prods him to continue and hopes he is quick since the enemy has now breached their army's defense.
Gandalf continues: "White shores.... and beyond. A far green country under a swift sunrise."
Pippen smiles and says, "Well....that isn't so bad."
Gandalf smiles back: "No... No it isn't."
It's really more beautiful to hear than to read so I hope you will get a chance to see it. But more importantly, I hope you and I are ready for those shores when they come. And that we live our lives to the full in the meantime.
Any thoughts or comments? Please email Carol at carolrtexas2@aol.com
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
A Seeker of Truth
What if I told you I would believe anything if you could prove it to me? Would you be surprised? I think I have come to that place in my life where I want the Truth and nothing but the Truth! I don't want to believe ANYTHING just because I have all my life or because my parents did or because it's the popular thought of the day.
Now you may ask, why am I saying this at this stage of the game?
This new openness and desire kind of "evolved" over the past few weeks as I have had some quality time to spend at my favorite reflection pool-- the ocean. And I am not sure what prompted me to start thinking this way at my age but I'm glad it happened. It could be this book I just finished, Blue Like Jazz, by Donald Miller.
Or it could be that I don't want to reach the end of my life and find out-- "oh no, I was wrong all along!"
I want to know Truth. I thirst for it. And I want to live my life in the light of that Truth.
Now, can I ask you something? Do you ever question what you believe?
I have off and on through the years but never with as much open mindedness as I have now.
I kind of like this label I have given myself--"Seeker of the Truth". Feels kind of cool to say it and really mean it. OK, I'm sure that I still have thoughts buried in my subconscious that are not easily uncovered and analyzed, so I can't say I'm not influenced by my past. As a matter of fact, I'm thankful for the things I learned as a child because I think they greatly impacted my life for the good.
But what about those who have not been brought up with positive ideas. What about those that are taught to hate like it is the most fundamental truth there is? What about those who have been brought up to believe in different gods? What does their truth look like? Is Truth relative according to your environment, your culture, your world view? Is Truth found in one "special" place or book or is IT spread out everywhere? Is there just ONE Truth or is there many truths? Is Truth what you think it is or what your neighbor thinks it is??? Am I so naive to think that my truth is right and yours isn't?
I used to be.
I am on a journey to discover THE Truth from my new "enlightenment". If that offends you then I ask you--WHY? How do you know you have the ONLY Truth? I REALLY do want to know WHY you think that if you do? And hopefully, I will be able to show you, from the most objective form of discovery I can muster, what I now believe.
I dare you! I dare you to know what you believe-- And to be able to defend it!
And don't believe what you believe just because you have always believed it. Believe it because you KNOW it's true and you are willing to live IT--or die for IT.
I urge you to not go through life believing something because you always have.
There are those who wear a smug cloak of "I found it and you haven't" attitude. They then shut their doors to any other possibilities and refuse to embrace those who come from a different angle. I know none of you are so "intolerant" as that but I have known many who were. I myself have been guilty of slamming the door on others who believed differently from me. And now, to my dismay, I now believe what they were trying to tell me was TRUE! I shut out the Truth because I thought I had already found it. I guarantee you that there is ALWAYS more Truth to be known. None of us have arrived yet!
So I'm going to write about what I find on this journey. A diary, if you will, from the things I discover to be True along the Way. I hope you'll join me. And I hope you'll start your own.
Carol
carolrtexas2@aol.com
Now you may ask, why am I saying this at this stage of the game?
This new openness and desire kind of "evolved" over the past few weeks as I have had some quality time to spend at my favorite reflection pool-- the ocean. And I am not sure what prompted me to start thinking this way at my age but I'm glad it happened. It could be this book I just finished, Blue Like Jazz, by Donald Miller.
Or it could be that I don't want to reach the end of my life and find out-- "oh no, I was wrong all along!"
I want to know Truth. I thirst for it. And I want to live my life in the light of that Truth.
Now, can I ask you something? Do you ever question what you believe?
I have off and on through the years but never with as much open mindedness as I have now.
I kind of like this label I have given myself--"Seeker of the Truth". Feels kind of cool to say it and really mean it. OK, I'm sure that I still have thoughts buried in my subconscious that are not easily uncovered and analyzed, so I can't say I'm not influenced by my past. As a matter of fact, I'm thankful for the things I learned as a child because I think they greatly impacted my life for the good.
But what about those who have not been brought up with positive ideas. What about those that are taught to hate like it is the most fundamental truth there is? What about those who have been brought up to believe in different gods? What does their truth look like? Is Truth relative according to your environment, your culture, your world view? Is Truth found in one "special" place or book or is IT spread out everywhere? Is there just ONE Truth or is there many truths? Is Truth what you think it is or what your neighbor thinks it is??? Am I so naive to think that my truth is right and yours isn't?
I used to be.
I am on a journey to discover THE Truth from my new "enlightenment". If that offends you then I ask you--WHY? How do you know you have the ONLY Truth? I REALLY do want to know WHY you think that if you do? And hopefully, I will be able to show you, from the most objective form of discovery I can muster, what I now believe.
I dare you! I dare you to know what you believe-- And to be able to defend it!
And don't believe what you believe just because you have always believed it. Believe it because you KNOW it's true and you are willing to live IT--or die for IT.
I urge you to not go through life believing something because you always have.
There are those who wear a smug cloak of "I found it and you haven't" attitude. They then shut their doors to any other possibilities and refuse to embrace those who come from a different angle. I know none of you are so "intolerant" as that but I have known many who were. I myself have been guilty of slamming the door on others who believed differently from me. And now, to my dismay, I now believe what they were trying to tell me was TRUE! I shut out the Truth because I thought I had already found it. I guarantee you that there is ALWAYS more Truth to be known. None of us have arrived yet!
So I'm going to write about what I find on this journey. A diary, if you will, from the things I discover to be True along the Way. I hope you'll join me. And I hope you'll start your own.
Carol
carolrtexas2@aol.com
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Being Limited
I walk nearly every day and I love it! It's my time to pray and be with God. And for the past few months, this time has been a refuge for me as it has been a difficult period for me and my family. That is one reason I haven't written in a while. I just haven't felt inspired. But recently, I realized that it's times like these that I should be writing because it is therapeutic. And tragic times call for creativity to get us through.
It was during one of these walks, that I was inspired to write this blog because I met a most unusual person. I think I had seen him before but I didn't pay much attention to him. His name is, Shawn, and he had something to teach me.
Shawn is probably in his 20's and is, what some would term-- mentally challenged, retarded or limited. He was standing on the corner of a street close to my house and he said hello to me which I responded with a hello back. He then said the most amazing thing, "you look pretty today"! At first, I chalked this up to the fact that, he is, after all, limited in his perceptions of things. And he probably said that to every woman who walked by so it didn't mean that much to me. I just thought it was cute.
But the next day, he said it again. And I thought that this is just something he has learned to say because it brings a good response from those he says it to.
The next day, I filed his compliment in the learning theory of behavior modification and thanked him and went on my way.
Another day, another walk, another compliment.-- I don't think I even heard it because I knew he was going to say it.
The next day, I turned the corner and he wasn't there. I didn't see him anywhere. I looked around for him. Where was he??? I then realized-- I missed him---A LOT!
I continued my walk reluctantly, and it occured to me that I had grown accustomed to being complimented every day and told I was pretty. And --I liked it! It was surprising to me how much his "compliments on cue" had each day become a lift in my step and a smile on my "pretty" face!
This sweet, "limited" boy had found his way into my limited heart.
I had tried every way I could to discount his compliments because I felt they were not grounded in reality. After all, I have a mirror. But who am I to question his motives and even his perception of things? If he thinks I'm pretty, then so be it! I'll accept that at "face" value.
How often do I limit the joy I could feel by explaining it away or thinking it comes from a source that I don't value. So often I limit my relationships by not opening my mind (and heart) to the blessing right in front of me.
Shawn is free of all the complicated ways I try to construct my perceptions of other people and what they say to me. I size up the person based on appearance, clothes, personality, environment, race and my own perception of myself. And in the midst of doing all of that, maybe I heard a little of what they actually said. Why can't I just accept people the way they are and take what they say without analyzing it to pieces? I miss so many blessings by not really believing what people say to me. Even if what they say is hurtful. Sometimes it holds a truth I need to hear.
Life is complicated enough. I need to simplify my communication and start really listening to people and take what they say with a simple "thank you".
I've concluded that Shawn says what he means and I'm the one who is limited.
It was during one of these walks, that I was inspired to write this blog because I met a most unusual person. I think I had seen him before but I didn't pay much attention to him. His name is, Shawn, and he had something to teach me.
Shawn is probably in his 20's and is, what some would term-- mentally challenged, retarded or limited. He was standing on the corner of a street close to my house and he said hello to me which I responded with a hello back. He then said the most amazing thing, "you look pretty today"! At first, I chalked this up to the fact that, he is, after all, limited in his perceptions of things. And he probably said that to every woman who walked by so it didn't mean that much to me. I just thought it was cute.
But the next day, he said it again. And I thought that this is just something he has learned to say because it brings a good response from those he says it to.
The next day, I filed his compliment in the learning theory of behavior modification and thanked him and went on my way.
Another day, another walk, another compliment.-- I don't think I even heard it because I knew he was going to say it.
The next day, I turned the corner and he wasn't there. I didn't see him anywhere. I looked around for him. Where was he??? I then realized-- I missed him---A LOT!
I continued my walk reluctantly, and it occured to me that I had grown accustomed to being complimented every day and told I was pretty. And --I liked it! It was surprising to me how much his "compliments on cue" had each day become a lift in my step and a smile on my "pretty" face!
This sweet, "limited" boy had found his way into my limited heart.
I had tried every way I could to discount his compliments because I felt they were not grounded in reality. After all, I have a mirror. But who am I to question his motives and even his perception of things? If he thinks I'm pretty, then so be it! I'll accept that at "face" value.
How often do I limit the joy I could feel by explaining it away or thinking it comes from a source that I don't value. So often I limit my relationships by not opening my mind (and heart) to the blessing right in front of me.
Shawn is free of all the complicated ways I try to construct my perceptions of other people and what they say to me. I size up the person based on appearance, clothes, personality, environment, race and my own perception of myself. And in the midst of doing all of that, maybe I heard a little of what they actually said. Why can't I just accept people the way they are and take what they say without analyzing it to pieces? I miss so many blessings by not really believing what people say to me. Even if what they say is hurtful. Sometimes it holds a truth I need to hear.
Life is complicated enough. I need to simplify my communication and start really listening to people and take what they say with a simple "thank you".
I've concluded that Shawn says what he means and I'm the one who is limited.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
The Gifts I Received Today!
I'm at West Lido beach as I write this. I'm "taking in" the ocean. Tim and Luke are at a youth conference in Baltimore and so I have all this "free" time to do some things. The "things" I should do can wait because the beach is calling my name.
I love to go to the beach and just totally be there. I love to walk by the waves and look at every little shell that catches my eye and not feel rushed to leave. Well, there is no one rushing me today! And I'm loving every minute of it! It is incredibly magnificent! There are no words to describe how beautiful the weather is right now!
The beach is beautiful and the waves are crashing and the sky is blue and the breeze is perfect! I am relishing it all! And then I realize that being here is a beautiful gift to me. The ONE WHO made it all is enjoying it right along with me! HE is aware that I am delighting in all HE has made! And I know that pleases HIM!
God is here. I see HIS hand everywhere~~~The waves are dancing in delight as if they are raising their white caps to worship HIM! The blue sky backs them up with clarity and hue. The sea gulls join in with their song as they sail in the sky~~ The Sandpipers rush to and fro excited to be there~~~Just like me~!
After walking a while, I lay down on the sand and bask in the sun while the breezes flow over me. I listen to the beautiful rhythm of the waves as they hit the shore with a melodic beat. They lull me to a peace that is rare on this earth.I am aware how precious this time is. It is a sweet gift from my Holy Father. HE is always near but HE seems much closer when I come to the shore. It is a reflection of HIS power and how awesome HE is~~!
I think that God is a lot like the ocean. HE is powerful and majestic! HE is deep and beautiful! We cannot fathom HIM like we cannot fathom the deeps of the ocean. We try to fit God into our finite brains but we cannot do that any more than we can fit the ocean into a swimming pool! We try to understand HIM but we simply cannot. HE is too awesome to comprehend just as the ocean is too vast to contain.
I leave my bag and towel and take my phone and keys and set out to enjoy the shore. I walk for an hour and love every second of it. I see something in the distance and as I came closer to it, I realize that the large clump is a large group of Sandpipers just hanging out together. I have never seen anything like this before! There are about a hundred of them and they seem to be standing in lines.
There are some who are going in and out of the group but they do it in a very organized way. There seems to be a method to their madness~!
The ones coming in from the ocean go to the back of the group and the rest stay in place. The group grows bigger in the back. There are some who actually seem to be patrolling the group to be sure they are staying in line! It is awesome! I walk as close as I can to them without disturbing them and watch them for a long time! It is very entertaining because they are so cute!
Another gift!
I walk back enjoying the sun shining on my face and I feel like I am in my twenties again. I feel strong and thin and a little darker! This is a definite GIFT! I feel so good that I almost can't contain it.
As I drive home, I just can't believe the beauty of the weather! I walk my dog, Sugar, down the streets around my neighborhood and every tree is budding with beautiful flowers and the birds are singing in every bird language! I want to wrap my arms around the day and just hug it!
This is another gift!
God has just blessed my day so much. All HE has created HE wants me to enjoy. HE made everything for HIS pleasure-- and ours! HE delights in our delight. HE is the Giver of good gifts! And he certainly gave me some wonderful gifts today! I just want to hug HIM!
Thank YOU, FATHER!
carolrtexas2@aol.com
I love to go to the beach and just totally be there. I love to walk by the waves and look at every little shell that catches my eye and not feel rushed to leave. Well, there is no one rushing me today! And I'm loving every minute of it! It is incredibly magnificent! There are no words to describe how beautiful the weather is right now!
The beach is beautiful and the waves are crashing and the sky is blue and the breeze is perfect! I am relishing it all! And then I realize that being here is a beautiful gift to me. The ONE WHO made it all is enjoying it right along with me! HE is aware that I am delighting in all HE has made! And I know that pleases HIM!
God is here. I see HIS hand everywhere~~~The waves are dancing in delight as if they are raising their white caps to worship HIM! The blue sky backs them up with clarity and hue. The sea gulls join in with their song as they sail in the sky~~ The Sandpipers rush to and fro excited to be there~~~Just like me~!
After walking a while, I lay down on the sand and bask in the sun while the breezes flow over me. I listen to the beautiful rhythm of the waves as they hit the shore with a melodic beat. They lull me to a peace that is rare on this earth.I am aware how precious this time is. It is a sweet gift from my Holy Father. HE is always near but HE seems much closer when I come to the shore. It is a reflection of HIS power and how awesome HE is~~!
I think that God is a lot like the ocean. HE is powerful and majestic! HE is deep and beautiful! We cannot fathom HIM like we cannot fathom the deeps of the ocean. We try to fit God into our finite brains but we cannot do that any more than we can fit the ocean into a swimming pool! We try to understand HIM but we simply cannot. HE is too awesome to comprehend just as the ocean is too vast to contain.
I leave my bag and towel and take my phone and keys and set out to enjoy the shore. I walk for an hour and love every second of it. I see something in the distance and as I came closer to it, I realize that the large clump is a large group of Sandpipers just hanging out together. I have never seen anything like this before! There are about a hundred of them and they seem to be standing in lines.
There are some who are going in and out of the group but they do it in a very organized way. There seems to be a method to their madness~!
The ones coming in from the ocean go to the back of the group and the rest stay in place. The group grows bigger in the back. There are some who actually seem to be patrolling the group to be sure they are staying in line! It is awesome! I walk as close as I can to them without disturbing them and watch them for a long time! It is very entertaining because they are so cute!
Another gift!
I walk back enjoying the sun shining on my face and I feel like I am in my twenties again. I feel strong and thin and a little darker! This is a definite GIFT! I feel so good that I almost can't contain it.
As I drive home, I just can't believe the beauty of the weather! I walk my dog, Sugar, down the streets around my neighborhood and every tree is budding with beautiful flowers and the birds are singing in every bird language! I want to wrap my arms around the day and just hug it!
This is another gift!
God has just blessed my day so much. All HE has created HE wants me to enjoy. HE made everything for HIS pleasure-- and ours! HE delights in our delight. HE is the Giver of good gifts! And he certainly gave me some wonderful gifts today! I just want to hug HIM!
Thank YOU, FATHER!
carolrtexas2@aol.com
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